2 Timothy 2:2

"And the things that you have heard from me among many witnesses, commit these to faithful men who will be able to teach others also."

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Scared

And since no one I know of reads this anyway, I need to vent a little.

I'm so scared. I never ever get scared. But I am now. 2 years of hoping. 2 years of praying. 2 years realized, and things may now be terribly wrong.

This will test my faith. This will test my patience. This will test whether or not God has given me His peace. I honestly do not know what to say or do right now. I'm super jacked up on anxiety, I haven't slept in 3 or 4 nights. Kim is sick. Even more stressful.

Stress is how we react to the factors in our lives that influence us. I'm not sure I can take much more.

I never ever thought I could be this scared.
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